Psalm 139:23-24, "Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."
Ladies, in this season of our lives, we're going to have to be still and know that God is God and besides Him there is none other! Take some meditation time and ask God to search and seal everything that is not of Him from your heart. Ask God to search and seek through the innermost parts of your heart that you felt were incapable of being healed and ask God to create in you a clean heart and renew the righteous spirit of God within you. Only God knows who you are truly because He created you and He will take you through tests to show you who you are. Ask God to take away the anxious thoughts you get when someone attacks you, when the family member betrays you and those feelings you have towards the friend who walked away without a just cause. Sometimes we have issues in our hearts that lie dormant until someone picks at them and brings them to life. That's why we have to be ever so careful to ask God to wash our minds and renew our hearts of sin and ill feelings daily to ensure that we are in good standing with our Creator. For it is only God who can lead us in the way of everlasting. Be blessed and continue to bless others:)